Thoughtful Gay Oddysseys
Many people ask
about their trauma.
They ask what to do.
They ask how to breathe.
They ask, "How long until the trauma heals?"
I feel my heart drop
as the lack of answer rings
in my mouth,
like a bell
without a clapper.
I piece together words slowly,
"Trauma lives in the cells,
hidden in the bones and sinews of the body
and spirit.
It's like a tiger chained to the vagus nerve
who is hungry and frightened. And sometimes
when all hope is gone,
the tiger pretends to be dead
to keep itself safe."
Seeing their crestfallen face,
I gather more words.
"And," I say, "light lives inside too,
eager for more expansion,
hunting for more space
until one day,
you will find yourself
glowing gently
as you face
what used to threaten you."
Tiger
Jan 07, 2025 - By Rebekah Wardell