Thoughtful Gay Oddysseys
Do not tell me,
it's only four years.
Yes,
Love's
soft feathers
will beat
with power,
spiraling
sharp bullets
off course,
and
yes
my chest
burns
with violent
stories,
Hate's
back pocket
tactics,
orange
flames that lick
starlight
and youth.
Do not tell me
it's only four years.
How many people
live
alone,
on streets,
under forests,
in hell boxes
without heat
holding knowledge,
mom
never
loved me,
dad taught
beating
not
hugging,
guardian
turned
curse.
Do not tell me
it's only four years.
How many people
look
in their cracked
mirrors
and see
the monster
everyone mocks?
How many people
can't see
colorful
skin
as
a
work
of
stunning
art?
Even with change,
when blue power
rises again
and many breathe
a little easier,
the pavements will
persist,
weeping
red
when
Hate
stomps
on
Love's feathers
again, again,
again,
breaking delicate
flight.
And yet,
as I weep
through four years,
in the light of
dying stars,
I will
raise my face
with grit
and dried blood,
spreading
my broken wings,
screaming
the pain
of the disabled
and
ancestors,
of women,
and queers,
of children,
and communities,
laying
my tender
body
of Love
over your
violence,
until,
silence
shrouds
us,
and
we
breathe
in
and
we
breathe
out
together.
Lament for the Knowing
Dec 12, 2024 - By Rebekah Wardell